Everyone looks at the outside world
with their own eyes and ultimately decides
what to say and do based on their own convictions.
Then, in a scene where there is a choice,
you hesitate between illusion and certainty,
and you continue to worry, even if it is only for a short time.
The groundless confidence that one will not face
any danger in the time and space in which one spends
that time of contemplation is a fleeting reality or illusion,
but if the time spent on contemplation is not as
free as one wishes, one will encounter a reality
in which one is not safe from any danger.
Time for reflection and contemplation can be secured
when a mutually cooperative relationship with others is established,
and the period of coordination becomes essential regardless of one's own will.
If the difference in the total amount and density of thinking time
is linked to the difference in the standard for standing alone,
then your struggle to secure thinking time to stand
alone is regrettable but quite right.
However, if the help of colleagues
reduces the time you have to devote to yourself,
but instead allows you to supplement through collaboration
and increase the density of your time, it can be quite efficient at times.
Of course, it's okay to get frustrated because of
personality differences and just try to move forward on your own.
It may be a bit risky, but it will also be a great learning experience.
A colleague is not someone you can meet just by waiting,
but sometimes miracles happen in life, so it's okay.
When you get out of the swamp of
illusions and opportunities that you create
on your own, you can create the world
you want with your colleagues and
meet each other when you want.
Of course, even in the swamp,
the precious world you desire always exists.
It is highly uncertain whether
it will always remain safe in the swamp.
So, we need to carefully consider
whether a sandcastle with a flag that
can easily collapse is really important to us.
The criteria for whether it is indeed safe
independence are also the same.
However, if you become accustomed
to the solitude both externally and internally,
you will surely be able to smile leisurely one step ahead.
The world will surely recognize you like that.